:D To be completely straight with you Phil - it is you ;) Well, you and all the other people i've met since I poked my head up :)
Absolutely no reason to apologise : Firstly, what you've said is just what I needed to hear. Clearly nothing can be done - and most importantly my wife and dog - I quite genuinely can close my eyes, imagine were living in a caravan on a cliff in cornwall, with only the fish we catch each day for income, and being happier than when I worked in the city!
The other thing - when I tag self therapy boo or stb, it's just so I can grab my 'diary' easily via RSS - never because I mind people listenning or commenting - there is a part of me that likes to think if I share the mental health recovery process with others in a similar position, it may have some benefit of some sort....
Finally, and most importantly - I'm smiling now :) Manlove Bud - really nice to have your support! Mark
oh, btw - these 2 form part of a blog post which is probably quite boring, but nicely 'line in the sand'.
Firstly, its plainly obvious to me why your getting better, and you didnt even mention it in the last two boos. Last two months youve been getting better you say? Well isnt that about as long as I have been following you?!! Its ME!! (J/K btw)
Secondly, Can you actually DO anything about your dilemma? Not from where im sitting you cant mate. So, its that "fate" card against it.. your going to be dealt a card, or a situation where you just cant see yet.. and you know, just wait for it to happen! You know your where you want to be, you know you can be employed and do a good job, OR come up with a good idea and employ yourself. Yeah, you might lose loads of stuff around you (house/car etc) but you wont lose your mind, your wife or your dog... and really, what else is important in the grand scale of things?
Lastly, i apologise if im not supposed to be doing this..i know these are self therapy boo's, but im always fascinated by them.. and i hope i can help or at least put a smile on your face once in a while! :)
Absolutely no reason to apologise : Firstly, what you've said is just what I needed to hear. Clearly nothing can be done - and most importantly my wife and dog - I quite genuinely can close my eyes, imagine were living in a caravan on a cliff in cornwall, with only the fish we catch each day for income, and being happier than when I worked in the city!
The other thing - when I tag self therapy boo or stb, it's just so I can grab my 'diary' easily via RSS - never because I mind people listenning or commenting - there is a part of me that likes to think if I share the mental health recovery process with others in a similar position, it may have some benefit of some sort....
Finally, and most importantly - I'm smiling now :) Manlove Bud - really nice to have your support! Mark
oh, btw - these 2 form part of a blog post which is probably quite boring, but nicely 'line in the sand'.
Firstly, its plainly obvious to me why your getting better, and you didnt even mention it in the last two boos. Last two months youve been getting better you say? Well isnt that about as long as I have been following you?!! Its ME!! (J/K btw)
Secondly, Can you actually DO anything about your dilemma? Not from where im sitting you cant mate. So, its that "fate" card against it.. your going to be dealt a card, or a situation where you just cant see yet.. and you know, just wait for it to happen! You know your where you want to be, you know you can be employed and do a good job, OR come up with a good idea and employ yourself. Yeah, you might lose loads of stuff around you (house/car etc) but you wont lose your mind, your wife or your dog... and really, what else is important in the grand scale of things?
Lastly, i apologise if im not supposed to be doing this..i know these are self therapy boo's, but im always fascinated by them.. and i hope i can help or at least put a smile on your face once in a while! :)